As I sit and see those two lines appear, My face fills with so much Joy, Like I cant believe Im going to be a Mummy, my own family a part of me. I start looking at all those cute baby clothes, imagining what he or she will look like. Alls going well, I couldn’t … Continue reading Little Seed💔
Im done. I give up. I cant do this anymore. Im tiered, exhausted and emotionally physically drain. I cant take this pain anymore, I cant bare feeling the way I do. I cant stand it. I admit defeat, Im not strong enough for this anymore. I feel so angry and scared and alone, its like … Continue reading DONE
Yesterday, was just another day. Another day of voices, another day of hatred. From the moment I woke up, That voice was there, niggling away at me. Torturing me. I tried to escape but I couldn’t, She wouldn’t leave. The louder I played Music the louder she got. The more I tried to distract my … Continue reading Another day..
I sit here thinking and wondering why? Why people deserve to feel this way. Im often asked If Im ok, or asked how Im coping, and Ill always say I’m fine or Spin it around to them and take the topic away from me. Ive never really known how to open up to people, Ive … Continue reading Why.
Im back again, back writing trying to catch a break, venting and getting all those feelings out.. Im sick and tiered of feeling so under appreciated, and so under valued. Im in a constant disagreement constant argument inside my head. The voices they play havoc. Like hell you might as well feed me to the … Continue reading *Trigger* My Minds Crazy!
As i sit here with the lights turned of and the curtains closed. I cant help but think to my self, it would be so easy to just leave this world, cause when Im gone the world will still carry on. I cant pretend to be ok, when I’m far from it. I cant pretend … Continue reading TICK TOCK – trigger warning
Update; So I haven’t written on here recently. Why? Well I haven’t had the mind or the strength to put how I feel into words. To Be honest I don’t know how I’m feeling, I don’t know what I’m feeling. All i know is.. My emotions change a million times a day. Recently, I started … Continue reading I look happy right?